Day 217: I have the weirdest boyfriend

So my boyfriend is so weird. He actually finds me most attractive in HIS hoodie that is three sizes to big for me and sweatpants than he does in a dress. He doesn't like make up. Or glitter. (by the way, I will never wear glitter on my face around Dorian ever again. He was trying to pull it off my face.) He thinks I'm gorgeous without. I don't understand him at all.

There, you be the judge. Make upless and in Ben's hoodie. Prettier than me in a dress?



Day 216: I CLEANED TODAY

I have no right to be excited about this since it means that I had to go through my shit and figure out what I was getting rid of. :( I am attempting to cut all of my stuff in half. EXCEPT SEXY PANTIES. A GIRL CAN NEVER HAVE ENOUGH OF THOSE.

I did get my drawers cleaned off. Which had like three million pounds of bullshit on it that I just kept piling and piling and piling. And my mother would never shut the hell up about it, so I cleaned it off today AND DID LAUNDRY. YAY ME.

Day 215: It's my friday which means it's BENJAMIN TIME

I really had no idea how much I missed him until I got in the car with him and he didn't quit talking the whole way back to the house. And then called me immediately after leaving to finish what he was talking to me about. He's so fucking cute. And, Dorian smacked me in his sleep. He's just like his father. Ben is amazing. I miss the hell out of him when we're apart.

Day 214: Awkward

I am now watching the season finale of the best show ever, awkward! I love it, but I really wish Jenna would just get over Matty and be with Jake. I hate when people in a show remind me of myself.

Anyhow, I had a terrible night at work. I might be losing my job because of really stupid things. Things that make it impossible for me to do anything. I don't know what the hell I am going to do. I need to move out. I need to have money to buy things. I need to have money to pay rent. I have to have money. There is nothing I can do to fight this. I have never felt more helpless in my life.

Day 213: AN UNLUCKY NUMBER

I used to have a super fear of the number thirteen. So much so that if I saw I had thirteen messages or phone calls from you I would immediately delete them all or I would call you, hang up on you and then call you again. It was some kind of ridiculousness. I have since gotten over such crazy fears. Now, I simply have raging OCD>

Day 212: Back to work tomorrow

Spent the day at home, which kind of sucked since I've spent the majority of my birthday vacation with Ben. I missed him.

Day 211: You save me

Spent the day with Boo, Dorian free. It was nice having some alone time with him, even if Dorian is freaking adorable. Just in case you didn't believe me, I've included a picture for your viewing enjoyment. Tomorrow I am going out to eat with Kate. :)