Day 266: Do you just want me to bend over so you can fuck me in the ass now?

*DISFUCKINGCLAIMER: THIS BLOG IS NOT ABOUT ANYONE IMPARTICULAR, BUT ABOUT A BUNCH OF THINGS AT ONCE. IF YOU CHOOSE TO TAKE THIS BLOG PERSONALLY FOR SOME STUPID REASON, THEN I CHOOSE TO DELETE YOU FROM MY FRIENDS LIST/BLOCK YOU FROM MY PHONE/CUT YOU OUT OF MY LIFE. I SIMPLY NEED TO BITCH. I WILL NOT SLANDER ANYONE OR MENTION NAMES. I'M PISSED RIGHT NOW. OBVIOUSLY I CAN'T MAKE AN ENTIRELY SANE DECISION, IF I MENTIONED EVERYONE BY NAME THAT I'M PISSED AT, I COULD GET INTO A LOT OF FUCKING TROUBLE. I'M NOT A FUCKING IDIOT SO I'M NOT GOING TO FUCKING DO THAT. SO TAKING THIS PERSONALLY JUST MAKES YOU LOOK LIKE AN ASSHAT, SINCE I AM NOT NOT NOT NOT NOT FUCKING NOT, GOING TO MENTION ANY NAMES NOW, TOMORROW, TOMORROW'S FUCKING TOMORROW OR EVER FOR THAT FUCKING MATTER. TRUST ME, IF YOU WRONGED ME THEN YOU'LL FUCKING KNOW IT. THAT BEING FUCKING SAID, I'M GOING TO FUCKING GET BACK TO YOUR REGULARLY SCHEDULED FUCKING BLOG *
This is seriously how I feel after tonight. Oh my god. I am sick of having to deal with adults who act like elementary school CHILDREN. Seriously? Can't you all just put your big girl/boy panties on and deal with yourselves? What the fuck, dude seriously? I'm like ONE MORE PERSON FUCKING ME OVER from packing up all my shit and leaving this state in the middle of the damn night. This is not a fucking joke, seriously, people need to start treating me better or I'm done. I'm seriously fucking done. Because I've been fucking around with making the fucking decision whether or not I want to fucking stay here or leave this god fucking forsaken state enfuckingtirely and go back to the damn place I grew up in. North Carolina. Now, I've always always ALWAYS fucking hated Pennsylvania. It's cold. It's full of asshats. And you get looked at weird for waving at people and no one respects anyone whatsoever.

*DISFUCKINGCLAIMER#2: I AM ENFUCKINGTITLED TO MY OWN FUCKING OPINION ABOUT THIS FUCKING STATE. IF YOU HAVE A FUCKING PROBLEM WITH IT, THEN YOU SHOULD REREAD THE FUCKING CONSTIFUCKINGTUTION. I HAVE A RIGHT TO FREEDOM OF FUCKING SPEECH. ITS MY FUCKING OPINION. I'M FUCKING ENTITLED TO IT.*

This place harbors all of my nightmarish memories. Nothing fucking started getting shitty until after I fucking moved here. So perhaps my opinion is harsher than it needs to be. But despite my amazing friends, I hate everything about PA. I hate the weather. I hate the school system. I hate the prices. I hate it here. I always have. I love the people here, I hate the god forfuckingsaken state.

But I stay because
1.) I had no choice because I was underage and there was no way I was getting emanicipated.
2.) Once I turned eighteen, other shit was going on that kept me here, i.e a fiancee with a child in this state.

Now, I'm nineteen, and yes, I have a boyfriend here. I have friends here. And the people I love too much to leave, people I can guarantee you I can't survive without, they reside in this fucking shitbin.

But with the shit I've been putting up with for the like past fucking four months, I can't fucking do it any more. I'm sick of it. And shit needs to change. Now. Right fucking now.