Day 352: I just want to be happy

So, once again, even after attempting to stand up for myself for once, I just let this other person have their own fucking way again. I always do this. I wish I cared more about myself. I think that's the main root of my problems. I always put everyone else first, no matter whether or not it's going to cause a problem for me. I keep saying that this is the last time. And it never is.