Have you ever had to cut someone out of your life because you knew that it was what was best for you? What about if it wasn't the best for them? Why is it so hard? I've done this before. I guilt myself into staying though or going back as soon as they reach out to me. This time, though, I am done with this person's bullshit. I have put up with it for way too long and I can't stay. I can't. I CAN'T.
I mean, this person hasn't even met my fiancee yet and I have no interest at all in introducing them, in an effort to protect him from the awful head games they perform.
This person only wants me around when she needs someone, but I'm never important any other time. Then when I point out that that is exactly what she's doing, she makes ME feel guilty for it. I don't want to be stuck in this never ending circle of lies and stupidity.
It's gaining the strength to say the words "goodbye" that is causing me to stay.
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