Day 168: Something about love that tears you up but you still believe...

It would be so easy to blame myself every single time a relationship fell through or when I through my heart out there because I've always worn it on my sleeve and just had it torn up. It would be so easy to hate myself. So easy to break myself down. So easy to stop breathing. You want to know what's hard? To push through it all, realize that I'm beautiful and amazing and that I deserve the best. It's hard to live. I was always pretty hardheaded. I always chose the most difficult path. I guess living's what I gotta do. <3